The Confession

(This post created 12/28/16)

Hey Kids!

Let's jump straight into this...I have a confession to make. I no longer have control over my emotions. Haven't for awhile now. Use to have a HUGE problem with it. But now I’m kinda of elated and relieved. It's funny when you allow the things you can't control to run their course. For months now I've been genuinely happy for the most part. Have there been some days that I've hated life and not wanted to get out of bed...ABSOLUTELY! We all have those kind of days...it makes us human. BUT it's what we decide to do during those times that separate us. I chose to continue to be the awesome person I am and fight through pain and hurt by doing new things I've discovered I enjoy. And I've let go of things that were bad for me that I use to enjoy doing. Such as eating unhealthy all the time and watching an absurd amount of the Tele. I can't remember the last time I sat down and watched tv for more than 30 minutes that wasn't a football game. And it's freed up my time to do other things I should of been doing consistently for years and that's taking care of my body and actually enjoying life. I've made a decision that I know is going to change my life whether it goes the way I want it too or not. But at this point I no longer have control. I just hope it's a good decision and one that I can handle if the consequence is negative. 

So I've got to ask...are you in control of your emotions?